RAMPAGE – LUCKY ME

The innocence of the well-kept dog.

I’m lucky – to live on the land I love. I’m lucky because today on my walk I saw a fox. What wasn’t so lucky was that the reason I saw the fox was because my dog chased it away from its nap. What was lucky is my dog, Cho, yes the one who ate the salmon and disrupts so many wonderful things, didn’t get him. In fact the fox ran across the field while Cho was sniffing behind the barn where the fox had been resting up for his early evening stroll down to my neighbor’s chickens.

 

And that was lucky for the fox and me because as I watched the fox run across the corn/rye field I noticed he was slower than Cho. That would have been awful, but I think our erstwhile Cho was looking for our feral cat Momacita (mother of our previously feral kittens) and that was a lucky thing. She outsmarts him every time and is faster than he is. Lucky her.

 

I’m lucky to have a neighbor whose organic chickens give wonderful eggs. And did you know how the color of an egg is determined? I didn’t – it’s the color of the chicken’s ear. A bit easier to find than her teeth. So my neighbor at Dashing Star Farm has many wonderfully eared chickens and the best and most beautiful eggs ever.

 

Lynn at Dashing Star Farm and I have different views of the fox. She has sheep which the fox loves almost as much as the chickens. She also has a very elegant electric fence so the fox will go elsewhere. In this case fences do make good neighbors because I know she would see that the fox eats no more and it would not be pretty. As it is, we are all lucky.

 

The fox has our field and all the famers’ fields for all the possible hunting that he and the lucky coyotes who live here can handle. We all live in harmony except when Cho gets out and goes on a tear – but he is so beautiful when he runs and he loves it so much and we’re all lucky when he runs back and forth, leaping the tall bushes and stays in our sight.

 

Today, in case you hadn’t noticed is a day for counting blessings. Every day is such a day, but today is a veritable rant. A good thing to do pretty much any time. Too often I let myself gnaw away at my worry bones. They don’t clean me up or soothe me the way they can soothe my dogs – but I don’t think theirs are worry bones, I think they are the real deal. Just like the dogs, the real deal. And the fox, and the chickens, and the sheep and the coyote and the cats – we are all the real deal in our own way and I learn from all who do not use thinking as a “tool.”

 

We are all perfect as we are, but we can always use a little help. So says Thich Nhat Hanh and every meditation teacher I have studied with.

Cho in sheep's clothing

just a little sly

Mystery

My horse loves me and I love my horse. His name is Sanne which means Lilly in the section of Holland called Friesland. yes, he’s a Fresian. One of those beautiful black horses who shows up as the equine heartthrob in lots of movies. He is a heartthrob. He’s all heart. And he has a good mind and a will as well as a willingness. Here we are

and here he is with his trainer – we are both the loves of his life, he has chosen us and we believe in him

well, you can’t see Brandi so well, but you can see DeAnna, one of his favorite dancers.

He loves to dance, to perform, to piaffe and passage and be the beautiful horse he is.

when I first saw him as a three year old, he looked out of his stall – I wasn’t looking for a horse – and gave me the impression that I had to get him. As a young horse not sure of himself he was happy to canter in the woods under my direction, spend time hanging out. But then this Portuguese Dressage trainer from Sardinia came to our barn and wanted to ride him. I said sure and watched my young horse turn into a master performer before our eyes – other women in the barn were swooning!
J.P. wanted to take him in training – I said no, but from that day forward Sanne and I were not happy in the woods – and what I had to tell him was not enough. He wanted a master, he wanted to be told what to do and he wanted Dressage.

The mystery of it all is – How would I know? I followed my gut which led me to him, I’ve always done the best I can and he has too, but I never could have conceived of him as he is now. And I only got here by listening to him, and to me. I wanted nothing of dressage, it was so clear to me although it took time and when I met Brandi and took a lesson I knew this was not for me, it was for him. I got off, she got on and we’re both in love with Sanne who returns every favor. That’s not the mystery. The Mystery is who each one of us is and how do we uncover ourselves in our present so we can live our future.

Today is a good day to look at what is. This is the Start Here Now section of your life!